May 23rd - I woke up at 330am to pray .. and I look at my phone and there are messages from Ryan, Heidi and many more from other time zones.... I turn the phone over and snuggle back into my pillow to capture a few more hours of sleep.
My phone dings again and I turn it over and there was a PayPal notice from 'Fernando'. Fernando?? Who is Fernando? I open it up and this name I do not recognize had deposited $100.00 into my PayPal account.
You see this is all part of a miracle for me... MIRACLE... So this is a testimony!!!
I am watching God show up and Show off!!!
Last night after two 'angels' came to stay with me at my home and gave me a gift of money boldly asked God.. "where is the rest coming from?" Assured in my heart that HE always hears my prayers I let the worry go as I fell asleep. I remember muttering "God, please allow me to feel YOU hold me so I could sleep soundly tonight."
AND HE did!
Then this morning another $100.00 came in miraculously!! It may not seem a big deal to you and it was far from meeting a 'total need', yet it met the BIGGEST NEED I had in that moment and that was 1) God heard me 2) God encouraged me that He heard me and I felt overwhelmingly loved!
Back to Fernando, it happens I did know him. I had met Fernando in person once before for just a few moments at a church I attended. I wrote to him to THANK HIM and ask him 'why?'. He promptly answered the email and said, "God woke me up in the middle of the night and I saw your face and I knew that meant I needed to send you something, so I did!" I told him a little of my story and told him thank you for his obedience because it was a part of my CONTINUAL lesson in learning to trust God in all things!
So today.... resting my heart into HIM and going about what I am called to do!!! Knowing that as I do my part God will show up and show off as my 'husband', provider, father and GOD of all!!
WOW, MIRACLE ... I cry ... not because I'm scared but because I am humbled... so very humbled... and in HOLY AWE of GOD!
Thanks for all that pray for me in this journey and the two that read my blog!